wahhh din knoe man, managing blog is this tough and mafan (chinese)....mmmmmm really dunno what to share or perhaps release out dude....ohhhhh so damn fucking lazy to even write a single ting....at these hour my eyes are so heavy....the bed and pillow at the side are calling my name "******" come to us....ha3...ok ok i understand how you feel....just shut the bloody F*** up and go and sleep....no body is asking me to write right?ha3... well guess what U are right.....ha3...anyway i m going to drag myself write someting....
well with background of music from 92.9FM, i find some strength to remember back to my STUPID friend's conversation earlier today....as usual my demonic part starts off the conversation...and in the entire universe i really dont like to talk to this ASSHOLE friend...he's really the one knows how to just shut the hole in my mouth....ha3..."you knoe wat guys.....even if the fish knows how to keep its mouth shut...it would have lived for another day...ha3".....muhaha ha ha ha ha....
can u guys beleive it? since small we were tought by these orthodox teaching which turns out to be a paradox in the living world...THEY all do used to say STUDY WELL make sure SCORE ur UPSR,PMR, SPM and name the rest of it.....arghh m just really feel so fucking stress out bout these exams....THEY say WHEN YOU SCORE well, YOU will enter GOOD UNIVERSITY and GET A GOOD RESULTS.....then THEY told YOU will GOOD JOB and GOOD PAY...then LIFE will be settled....Guess a million dollar question...When Ever In History That So Called Life have Settled....Try go and ask anyone even Donald Trump will tell this "My LIfe haven't Settle" even Issac NEwton will tell U that..
Anyway back to my conversation with my STUPID friend, I was complaining about the WHOLE (hole) above matter...ha3...Can u just beat it? Again HE just shut me with few remarkable answers...MAMA MIA...FROM WHERE LAR THEY CATCH THIS GUY? HAIYO....very tensen wan talk to HIM...
He told me...I M RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING..mmg sakit hati one dengar this ayat....HEART SICK hearing those words..HE said IT'S MY CHOICE...I have made a choice along my life to be in this position.....HE said I SHOULD HAVE DESIGN MY OWN LIFE HOW IT SHOULD BE....I was very mad at that time...I told HIM OFF on the face...i have taken such a short course and it only worked for a while after that TATA BYE BYE....HE told me there's a biggest thing that I missed...It's not the technique...WAT MATTER IS IN THE HEART NOT THE TECHNIQUE.....IF I WOULD HAVE SHOWERED SOME LOVE IN MY DREAMS definetly LIVE YOUR DREAMS TECHNIQUE would have worked even better....Again HE STARTEDLAR LOVE LAR...UNCONDITIONAL LOVE LAR....wat ever that s how my demonic part reacted...
Yet......
Monday, November 22, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
20/11/2010
mmmm...wat shall i say...woke up so lazily as it's saturday today man....One part of me the devil just say let's hit the party man on BB...Yehaaaa!!!, Another part is just telling No No!!! try to finish your works...arghhh wat can i say...responsibilities....Guess what, m ain't doing either man...m blogging...ha3...something in my life today...so fed up with everything and came to starbuck and blogging while finding the right frequency for online radios...Opps even that's aint working well...ahhh anyway just so fucked up life man.....(this is the devilish part of me just coming up, so sorry for those foul words) Man, none of the people that i knew would have imagine there's this kind of demonic part of myself...well u know now....ha ha ha ha...
well anyway what can i say about today huh?, well i was driving to bangi to meet up with one of my SPM friend, she was not there, so just call and spoke to the closest friend of mine. Well baby guess what, most part of the conversation with HIM was seems to be very true surprisingly...what can i say...it soounds so logic and m so used to argue with HIM but not today...arghhhh i hate to admit when HE is so true...ASSHOLE.......
he told me that, as i'm working in the education sector, there's one big part that everyone keep forgo in the sector..I was like "WTF & WTH"....Yet he continued, "LOVE" is the biggest part that is missing in our education right from primary up to tertiary level HE spoke...I was like dumbfounded.... what shall i say?..my inner voice prevents me from uttering a single word...still fresh in my memories how i was treated in my secondary school and also in my universities....i tout it was some kind of my own "KARMA"...yet it still continues in my working place...the so called "teachers" or perhaps "educators" of the next generation practices how to fail a student in different name called "STANDARD"....arghhhh so DAMN....what the so called standard?
Perhaps......HE is true....if only there so much LOVE to be offered, i too beleive this world would be a better place for everyone to live in... Well i knoe YOU would like what else HE said compared to my own idea, so let's get straight to the point...huh...HE said....You know what m so lazy to write...really thats how i feel now...ha3...so lunatic huh?....Anyway HE said if only the students and educators together take place in practising LOVE in education it would have created such a beautiful community to live in...
HE told me GOD (i dont know HE says...i'm not sure there's something called GOD or not...i'm trying to believe....i dont know....up to now i can bring myself to beleive there's something that is higher intelligence than our current mind state..that's all...m neither atheist nor believer) created that we so call "LESS FORTUNATE PEOPLE" such as dumb, without limbs etc, poor people and oldies that suppose to be goldies but spent their time in old folk homes so that WE can learn to practice LOVE....ha3....that how my demonic side reacted.....so called LOVE.....ha3......end of the day got cheated...what's the point...that's how i reacted quietly while putting up an innocent (10 cent) face as though agreeing to HIM....ha3..
Bloody Hell, as though HE was in my mind, he just told me off " If YOU feel cheated in LOVE, that means U did not gave pure LOVE that is UNCONDITIONAL LOVE but U just being selfish to satisfy YOUR OWN need YOU gave LOVE"....that's the biggest blow today i had...it just shoooeddd off my demonic part for WHILE (only)....ha3...
Yup, I HATE TO ADMIT.....HE's so true.....if only to think about it....the school and universities faculties take turns to visit the orphanage home, old folk home and also the less fortunate...no need to make donation in terms of money, MAKE THESE people HAPPY is the most important thing....it will create hapiness in us too...Probably then WE will understand the meaning of LOVE and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE too...just like when two souls get married...just like when U first became father/mother....the same energy (LOVE) can be felt if we implement this in our education system.....
HA3....my demonic part is back giving some excuses to end these blog such as better to go and CUCI MATA as there's lot of SUPERB HOT BABES here...Yeah babes..COme to DaDdy...yehaa....ha ha ha...anywhere before end the reason behind no need to donate money because THERE"S PLENTY OF PEOPLE WHO ARE ALREADY DOING IT FOR NAME & FAME...so at least we let that part for their happiness ma....ha3....dahlar cao sin...m going behind this babe.....bye wish me luck...
MY FREN & HIS STUPID THEORIES.....ha3....LOVE lar UNCONDTIONAL LOVE lar....bla bla bla lantaklar.....HA3....bye....there she is.....YEHAAAAAAAAA......
well anyway what can i say about today huh?, well i was driving to bangi to meet up with one of my SPM friend, she was not there, so just call and spoke to the closest friend of mine. Well baby guess what, most part of the conversation with HIM was seems to be very true surprisingly...what can i say...it soounds so logic and m so used to argue with HIM but not today...arghhhh i hate to admit when HE is so true...ASSHOLE.......
he told me that, as i'm working in the education sector, there's one big part that everyone keep forgo in the sector..I was like "WTF & WTH"....Yet he continued, "LOVE" is the biggest part that is missing in our education right from primary up to tertiary level HE spoke...I was like dumbfounded.... what shall i say?..my inner voice prevents me from uttering a single word...still fresh in my memories how i was treated in my secondary school and also in my universities....i tout it was some kind of my own "KARMA"...yet it still continues in my working place...the so called "teachers" or perhaps "educators" of the next generation practices how to fail a student in different name called "STANDARD"....arghhhh so DAMN....what the so called standard?
Perhaps......HE is true....if only there so much LOVE to be offered, i too beleive this world would be a better place for everyone to live in... Well i knoe YOU would like what else HE said compared to my own idea, so let's get straight to the point...huh...HE said....You know what m so lazy to write...really thats how i feel now...ha3...so lunatic huh?....Anyway HE said if only the students and educators together take place in practising LOVE in education it would have created such a beautiful community to live in...
HE told me GOD (i dont know HE says...i'm not sure there's something called GOD or not...i'm trying to believe....i dont know....up to now i can bring myself to beleive there's something that is higher intelligence than our current mind state..that's all...m neither atheist nor believer) created that we so call "LESS FORTUNATE PEOPLE" such as dumb, without limbs etc, poor people and oldies that suppose to be goldies but spent their time in old folk homes so that WE can learn to practice LOVE....ha3....that how my demonic side reacted.....so called LOVE.....ha3......end of the day got cheated...what's the point...that's how i reacted quietly while putting up an innocent (10 cent) face as though agreeing to HIM....ha3..
Bloody Hell, as though HE was in my mind, he just told me off " If YOU feel cheated in LOVE, that means U did not gave pure LOVE that is UNCONDITIONAL LOVE but U just being selfish to satisfy YOUR OWN need YOU gave LOVE"....that's the biggest blow today i had...it just shoooeddd off my demonic part for WHILE (only)....ha3...
Yup, I HATE TO ADMIT.....HE's so true.....if only to think about it....the school and universities faculties take turns to visit the orphanage home, old folk home and also the less fortunate...no need to make donation in terms of money, MAKE THESE people HAPPY is the most important thing....it will create hapiness in us too...Probably then WE will understand the meaning of LOVE and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE too...just like when two souls get married...just like when U first became father/mother....the same energy (LOVE) can be felt if we implement this in our education system.....
HA3....my demonic part is back giving some excuses to end these blog such as better to go and CUCI MATA as there's lot of SUPERB HOT BABES here...Yeah babes..COme to DaDdy...yehaa....ha ha ha...anywhere before end the reason behind no need to donate money because THERE"S PLENTY OF PEOPLE WHO ARE ALREADY DOING IT FOR NAME & FAME...so at least we let that part for their happiness ma....ha3....dahlar cao sin...m going behind this babe.....bye wish me luck...
MY FREN & HIS STUPID THEORIES.....ha3....LOVE lar UNCONDTIONAL LOVE lar....bla bla bla lantaklar.....HA3....bye....there she is.....YEHAAAAAAAAA......
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