wahhh din knoe man, managing blog is this tough and mafan (chinese)....mmmmmm really dunno what to share or perhaps release out dude....ohhhhh so damn fucking lazy to even write a single ting....at these hour my eyes are so heavy....the bed and pillow at the side are calling my name "******" come to us....ha3...ok ok i understand how you feel....just shut the bloody F*** up and go and sleep....no body is asking me to write right?ha3... well guess what U are right.....ha3...anyway i m going to drag myself write someting....
well with background of music from 92.9FM, i find some strength to remember back to my STUPID friend's conversation earlier today....as usual my demonic part starts off the conversation...and in the entire universe i really dont like to talk to this ASSHOLE friend...he's really the one knows how to just shut the hole in my mouth....ha3..."you knoe wat guys.....even if the fish knows how to keep its mouth shut...it would have lived for another day...ha3".....muhaha ha ha ha ha....
can u guys beleive it? since small we were tought by these orthodox teaching which turns out to be a paradox in the living world...THEY all do used to say STUDY WELL make sure SCORE ur UPSR,PMR, SPM and name the rest of it.....arghh m just really feel so fucking stress out bout these exams....THEY say WHEN YOU SCORE well, YOU will enter GOOD UNIVERSITY and GET A GOOD RESULTS.....then THEY told YOU will GOOD JOB and GOOD PAY...then LIFE will be settled....Guess a million dollar question...When Ever In History That So Called Life have Settled....Try go and ask anyone even Donald Trump will tell this "My LIfe haven't Settle" even Issac NEwton will tell U that..
Anyway back to my conversation with my STUPID friend, I was complaining about the WHOLE (hole) above matter...ha3...Can u just beat it? Again HE just shut me with few remarkable answers...MAMA MIA...FROM WHERE LAR THEY CATCH THIS GUY? HAIYO....very tensen wan talk to HIM...
He told me...I M RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING..mmg sakit hati one dengar this ayat....HEART SICK hearing those words..HE said IT'S MY CHOICE...I have made a choice along my life to be in this position.....HE said I SHOULD HAVE DESIGN MY OWN LIFE HOW IT SHOULD BE....I was very mad at that time...I told HIM OFF on the face...i have taken such a short course and it only worked for a while after that TATA BYE BYE....HE told me there's a biggest thing that I missed...It's not the technique...WAT MATTER IS IN THE HEART NOT THE TECHNIQUE.....IF I WOULD HAVE SHOWERED SOME LOVE IN MY DREAMS definetly LIVE YOUR DREAMS TECHNIQUE would have worked even better....Again HE STARTEDLAR LOVE LAR...UNCONDITIONAL LOVE LAR....wat ever that s how my demonic part reacted...
Yet......
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